The words that flutter from your extraordinary mind

Saturday, November 07, 2009
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I will honor Christmas in my heart, and try to keep it all the year

It is a joy to scour for Christmas music!

♥ 1:02 AM

Thursday, November 05, 2009
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Fear has a smell, as love does

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink
Oh I could be the man that grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

♥ 10:01 PM

Monday, November 02, 2009
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All i'm concerned about is the things i've yet to complete. I have not
1.) finished my SIMUN assignment
2.) memorised my presentation script

It's been a great day but i feel lousy inside. Im afraid i'd grow up one day to become a fully fledged workaholic. One who consumes printer ink and does not take time to love.

♥ 10:51 PM

Sunday, November 01, 2009
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I must be particularly dumb. Everyone seems to be working on their SIMUN assignment by pure instincts. Well, good for them! because my instincts only convey one strong message, and that is to start panicking (fairly optimistic stand)

For the 100th time today, i feel like i am just not cut out for this.

♥ 7:43 PM

Friday, October 30, 2009
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I've been treating this like a Tumblr for way too long.

Life has been pretty awesome. God had blessed me with plenty of opportunities to explore and experience exciting new things in the upcoming months, as well as the love and support of people who matter (to me, at least) I was most astonished to find out that all my weeks will be pretty packed, right up till the day before we leave for Europe. There is so much to look forward to, and everything falls very nicely into place. It is awesome to witness that God still comes true for me, everyday, despite the fact i've been turning away from Him in some ways. His grace is enough for me to want to run around in circles or do a jig at 2 am in the morning.

Right now we're going through oral presentation week, which is undoubtingly synonymous with my 'idle' status on adium. All the stress and the conflict linked to project work is a massive blur, and all i can recall is the long breaks, the lovely weather (i love it when it rains when im indoors)and the fact that we've been enjoying each other's company as a class. Speaking of class, i don't know whether 09s18 will still be the same next year. I have no courage to pursue the school's stand in this, i just want to squeeze my eyes shut and make everything disappear. I don't doubt that God has His plans for all of us, but that doesn't change the fact that i might cry if anyone has to switch classes. I'm not going to pretend that i share a special relationship with every single one of my classmates, because i don't. I just feel that everyone is important because all thirty of us is what makes us.. Us.

The guys taught me DoTA today, it turned out to be quite fun! Now i understand why guys spend hours camping at the lan shop. In fact, i will definitely join them if i ever display any semblance of imbal DoTA prowess! ^^ My first DoTA character was Lina Inverse, who moved very slowly because i could only afford to buy her cheap boots. I was also facing slight difficulties in differentiating my minions from the scourge's minions, so when they all come together i just spam my effects and hope for the best. The above is also one of the contributing factors which led to me getting pwned all the time.

For some reason, i'm glad that the week is coming to an end (for the record, my weeks start on saturdays and end on fridays) It's not that i don't enjoy free time in school, it's just that i don't quite advocate the fact that we're dawdling around with no sense of purpose.

Even DoTA has a purpose, which is to destroy the scourge's frozen throne.

♥ 12:43 AM

Wednesday, October 28, 2009
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"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."
— Marianne Williamson, A Return to Love: Reflections on the Principles of a Course in Miracles

Just a face in the city
Just a tear on a crowded street
But you are one in a million
And you belong to Me

And I want you to know
That I'm not letting go
Even when you come undone

I love you more than the sun
And the stars that I taught how to shine
You are mine, and you shine for me too
I love you yesterday and today
And tomorrow, I'll say it again and again
I love you more
I love you more

:)

♥ 12:33 AM

Sunday, October 25, 2009
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In a place like Singapore, food brings everyone together. Our breakfast with CT on friday consisted of a massive catered spread, coupled with all sorts of foodies contributed by everyone in class. (think: potluck) I had crystal jade with my parents this afternoon, followed by Popeye's with Phebe and Gail's cell in the evening. Now, guess who is heading all the way to the east to have katong laksa, and possibly Koi milk tea with Bumblebee and Denise tomorrow? How to lose weight like that :0

We're approaching November! In the past i'd be craning my neck, looking forward to the couple of weeks leading up to christmas. But not this time. Right now i'd like for time to pass real slowly, because every new day spells a quiet sort of perfection. Please spare me some time to appreciate the finer things in life. I'd like to take it in, fully, before it all slips through my fingers. I don't want to fall in love with yesterday.

♥ 12:53 AM

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